Monday, March 25, 2013

An Empty Tomb


16 When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James, and Salome bought spices so that they might go to anoint Jesus’ body. Very early on the first day of the week, just after sunrise, they were on their way to the tomb and they asked each other, “Who will roll the stone away from the entrance of the tomb?”
But when they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had been rolled away. As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they were alarmed.
“Don’t be alarmed,” he said. “You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. See the place where they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter, ‘He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you.’”
Trembling and bewildered, the women went out and fled from the tomb. They said nothing to anyone, because they were afraid.

At dawn on Sunday, the two Marys and Salome go to the tomb to use spices to annoit Jesus body.  It is a reminder of the nameless woman who has already annointed Jesus earlier.  They see their quest as the best as quixotic as they know they will be unable to open the tomb.

But when they look, they find that the tomb is open, and they will be able to enter it.  There they see a young man dressed in white.  The man is not identified as an angel in this passage.  In fact the other young man identified by Mark is the one who has seen Jesus arrested but left his garment behind.  Is this the same person?

Don't be afraid, the women are told.  Jesus is gone and there is the empty tomb to prove it.  Contrary to much Christian art, the first proof of Jesus resurrection is not a power and light show but a dark empty cave.  It is not an unambiguous sign.

The young man continues with a message for the disciples, who have been absent since the garden.  And the first disciple mentioned is Peter.  Mark has focused on him as the primary example of a clueless disciple.  Tell them that Jesus has preceded them to Galilee.  They should look for him there rather than in the cemetery.  The disiples if they follow these instructions will see Jesus there.

But the women, the only ones who have remained through the ordeal of crucifixion and burial do not respond with joyful celebration.  Instead, they flee from the tomb.  Instead of telling everyone, they tell no one (although at some point they must have).  And the gospel ends with the word "because."  Properly translated the last phrase in Mark is "they were afraid because".  They seem not to have been much comforted by the young man in white in the tomb.



It is an exceptionally odd ending.  To some it has suggested that the end of the book was lost.  Other later sources have added verses which sometimes appear after verse 8 in translations.  The lack of a birth narrative and the lack of resurrection appearances lead some to suggest that Mark originally circulated as a book and that the front and rear covers were lost.

I like the abrupt ending.  In a way, it makes the women's story every reader's story.  Now we have heard the story of Jesus life and death and come to the empty tomb.  What will we do with the message.  The last sentence is like a fill in the blank.  They were afraid because _________.  Why do we think they were afraid to tell?  Why are we afraid to speak and remain silent with the good news?

Monday, March 18, 2013

Jesus Gives Up The Ghost


33 At noon, darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon. 34 And at three in the afternoon Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani?” (which means “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”).
35 When some of those standing near heard this, they said, “Listen, he’s calling Elijah.”
36 Someone ran, filled a sponge with wine vinegar, put it on a staff, and offered it to Jesus to drink. “Now leave him alone. Let’s see if Elijah comes to take him down,” he said.
37 With a loud cry, Jesus breathed his last.
38 The curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. 39 And when the centurion, who stood there in front of Jesus, saw how he died, he said, “Surely this man was the Son of God!”
40 Some women were watching from a distance. Among them were Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James the younger and of Joseph, and Salome. 41 In Galilee these women had followed him and cared for his needs. Many other women who had come up with him to Jerusalem were also there.
42 It was Preparation Day (that is, the day before the Sabbath). So as evening approached, 43 Joseph of Arimathea, a prominent member of the Council, who was himself waiting for the kingdom of God, went boldly to Pilate and asked for Jesus’ body. 44 Pilate was surprised to hear that he was already dead. Summoning the centurion, he asked him if Jesus had already died. 45 When he learned from the centurion that it was so, he gave the body to Joseph.46 So Joseph bought some linen cloth, took down the body, wrapped it in the linen, and placed it in a tomb cut out of rock. Then he rolled a stone against the entrance of the tomb. 47 Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of Joseph saw where he was laid.

After Jesus has been on the cross for three hours, a darkness covers the land as creation itself suffers with Jesus. And then at three, he cries out in Aramaic.  Mark offers a translation suggesting again that his audience is not the Jewish community in Israel.  "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" is his plaintive cry, a direct quote from Psalm 22.  Mark draws no Pollyannaish interpretation of Jesus suffering (or for that matter our own).  It is real and deep.  Jesus' final words in Mark are a lament.

Not only does Mark not expect his readers to not understand Jesus' words, the crowd gathered misinterprets him as well.  They understand him to call Elijah.  In that day and time, Elijah was seen as the equivalent of the patron saint of lost causes.  He had fed the widow when there was no other way out.  The crowd believes that Jesus' only hope at this point is the return of Elijah.

Someone runs and gets a sponge to try to get Jesus to drink some vinegar.  This would have a similar effect to smelling salts, returning Jesus to alertness.  But the crowd's effort to revive him for their entertainment ends instead with a loud cry and Jesus' final breath.

At that moment the temple curtain that separated the holy of holies from the common area of the temple is torn from top to bottom.  Beginning in heaven, the separation between God and humanity is removed with Jesus death.  It also seems a symbol that the temple that Jesus has condemned has now been abandoned by its primary center.  God has left the building.

We know from verse 1 in Mark that Jesus is the son of God.  No one should be surprised.  So far Mark has told us, a voice from heaven at Jesus baptism has said it, a demon has reiterated it, the  voice at the transfiguration has confirmed it.  But now, for the first time, it comes from the lips of a human being in the form of a confession.  It is not the statement of the now long absent disciples, but from a bystander to the crucifixion, the centurion who stands guard.  Jesus' way of dying is enough of a witness that he believes Mark's central thesis.

Mark rather abruptly brings our focus on some women who stand at a distance from Jesus (just as Simon Peter has done earlier).  They are Mary, Mary, Salome and other women who have been with and met the needs of Jesus.  These invisible disciples who have followed in service are now the only ones close enough to see what is happening.  The named male disciples have all fled, but these women have such a strong attachment to their Lord that they have stayed through the crucifixion.

Joseph of Arimathea, another occasional character, approaches Pilate to make sure Jesus is buried before the Sabbath.  He is noted for his prominence and his commitment to looking for the kingdom of God.  He approaches Pilate "boldly" to ask for the body.  In other words, he acts as a disciple would.  Pilate is surprised that Jesus' death has been so rapid, but he is glad to have the worry of the disposal of Jesus body removed from his concern.  Joseph provides a tomb and rolls a stone across its entrance.  Is he the bookend of the anonymous woman who gives up her burial perfume giving up his burial place?

Mark really seems to want to emphasize Jesus abandonment by his inner circle and the twelve.  They are replaced by Simon of Cyrene, the centurion, Mary, Mary, Salome, the other women and Joseph.  Jesus is abandoned, but not alone.



Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Jesus Crucified


16 The soldiers led Jesus away into the palace (that is, the Praetorium) and called together the whole company of soldiers. 17 They put a purple robe on him, then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on him. 18 And they began to call out to him, “Hail, king of the Jews!” 19 Again and again they struck him on the head with a staff and spit on him. Falling on their knees, they paid homage to him. 20 And when they had mocked him, they took off the purple robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him out to crucify him.
21 A certain man from Cyrene, Simon, the father of Alexander and Rufus, was passing by on his way in from the country, and they forced him to carry the cross. 22 They brought Jesus to the place called Golgotha (which means “the place of the skull”). 23 Then they offered him wine mixed with myrrh, but he did not take it. 24 And they crucified him. Dividing up his clothes, they cast lots to see what each would get.
25 It was nine in the morning when they crucified him. 26 The written notice of the charge against him read: the king of the jews.
27 They crucified two rebels with him, one on his right and one on his left. 29 Those who passed by hurled insults at him, shaking their heads, and saying, “So! You who are going to destroy the temple and build it in three days,30 come down from the cross and save yourself!” 31 In the same way the chief priests and the teachers of the law mocked him among themselves. “He saved others,” they said, “but he can’t save himself! 32 Let this Messiah, this king of Israel, come down now from the cross, that we may see and believe.” Those crucified with him also heaped insults on him.

Following the judgment of Pilate, Jesus is brought to the soldier's barracks.  There before them all, he is tortured.  One needs only think back to Abu Ghraib to be reminded how the culture of the professional soldier can easily lead to horrific abuse of those they identify as their enemy when in captivity.

They begin by dressing Jesus in a parody of regal attire.  A purple robe denotes royalty and the crown of thorns not only mimics a royal crown, but also has thorns which push into the head of the one wearing it.  Like Pilate, their concern is that Jesus has some claim to political governance.  They look at the broken bleeding man before them and kneel in feigned obeisance.  Hail, King of the Jews.

This coronation functions not only as entertainment for the soldiers, but also as an ironic comment by Mark.  They are truly crowning the king, but it is a king unlike any they have seen.  Jesus' suffering does not disqualify him, but instead qualifies him to lay claim to God's messiah.

Jesus appears unable to carry the cross bar for himself and a random man from the crowd is conscripted to help him.  Simon is from Cyrene which makes him a North African.  So, the man who helps Jesus is dark-skinned.  We are told of his sons Rufus and Alexander as if we should know who they are.  We don't, but the implication is that Simon and his family became parts of the church.

The text's words to describe the incident of the cross are similar to Mark's earlier admonition from Jesus to take up his cross and follow.  Unlike the other disciples, Simon is doing what Jesus requires.

Jesus is brought to the place of public execution which is outside the city limits.  There he is offered wine with myrrh as a sedative which he refuses.  Although Mark has used fully one third of the gospel on Jesus' passion, his description of the crucifixion is remarkable for its brevity and lack of detail.  Once again, just as the soldiers have stripped Jesus of his purple cloak, Jesus garments are removed and become the spoils of a game of chance.

Above Jesus head is written the charge against him.  "King of the Jews" is the way that Pilate and the soldiers have addressed him.  Of course, the term Messiah or Christ used by the Jewish religious leaders does have this political implication as well.  The irony is that the plaque is right even as the claim is rejected both by the Jewish religious leaders and the Romans.

Joining Jesus are two criminals on either side.  Mark reports no conversation between Jesus and the thieves.  The disciples have asked to be at Jesus right and left hand.  Now that Jesus is crucified they are nowhere to be found.  On his right and left are criminals.

The crowd that is gathered mocks Jesus.  "If you are so great, save yourself."  It is easy to remember that Jesus told his disciples that whoever saves their life will lose it.  Jesus choose to lose his life so that he may return to life and offer life to others.

The religious leaders on hand suggest that if he is the Messiah, the king of Israel, (using both the religious and political titles) to show them something and they will believe.  When Jesus first calls the disciples, he tells them to "come and see".  Jesus ministry of miracles is bracketed by the healing of two blind men.  They have seen all this, but they will not believe, and it takes little imagination to believe that even if they were to see Jesus leave the cross that they would still not believe.

The final indignity is that even the ones who are crucified with him join in the mockery.  Jesus on the cross is surrounded by people, but is utterly alone.


Monday, March 4, 2013

Trial By Pilate


Very early in the morning, the chief priests, with the elders, the teachers of the law and the whole Sanhedrin,made their plans. So they bound Jesus, led him away and handed him over to Pilate.
“Are you the king of the Jews?” asked Pilate.
“You have said so,” Jesus replied.
The chief priests accused him of many things. So again Pilate asked him, “Aren’t you going to answer? See how many things they are accusing you of.”
But Jesus still made no reply, and Pilate was amazed.
Now it was the custom at the festival to release a prisoner whom the people requested. A man called Barabbas was in prison with the insurrectionists who had committed murder in the uprising. The crowd came up and asked Pilate to do for them what he usually did.
“Do you want me to release to you the king of the Jews?” asked Pilate, 10 knowing it was out of self-interest that the chief priests had handed Jesus over to him. 11 But the chief priests stirred up the crowd to have Pilate release Barabbas instead.
12 “What shall I do, then, with the one you call the king of the Jews?” Pilate asked them.
13 “Crucify him!” they shouted.
14 “Why? What crime has he committed?” asked Pilate.
But they shouted all the louder, “Crucify him!”
15 Wanting to satisfy the crowd, Pilate released Barabbas to them. He had Jesus flogged, and handed him over to be crucified.

From the night time informal court, Jesus is brought to Pilate.  The Jewish leaders on their own could not carry out capital punishment.  It was a level of punishment reserved for the Romans.  They have decided that Jesus blasphemy is worthy of death, but while his "I am" statement would have been offensive to them, it would have been merely words to the Roman occupiers.  They have to decide what they can accuse Jesus of that will be significant enough for the death penalty.

They appear from Pilate's question to have decided to paint Jesus as an insurrectionist against Rome.  While claims to divinity wouldn't have worried Pilate much, claims to political power would have been taken very seriously.  "Are you the king?" Pilate asks.  Jesus terse reply seems to indicate that he is acknowledging the charge while not confirming or denying it.

And so the trial begins.  The charges are numerous, but Jesus remains silent. Mark clearly places the trial in parallel to the scene in the high priest's courtyard.  Jesus is falsely accused and speaks only in direct answer to a question from the presiding official.  

The charade of the charges is clear to Pilate, and he is amazed that Jesus does not offer a defense.  So Pilate is left to make the judgement.  He hopes that by invoking the tradition of clemency for one prisoner, he will avoid having to condemn a man he knows to be innocent.  So likely in providing the choice of prisoners he seeks to make it a stark contrast and easy decision.  Do you want the King of the Jews to be free or a murderer.  He may or may not know that Barabbas is Hebrew for "son of the father".  So in a way, he offers them the choice between the son of the father who brings life and the son of the father who brings death.

And the mob incited by the chief priests choose death.  They cry for Barabbas' release and Jesus death.  Crucifixion appears to have been the Roman's preferred execution as it served as a public and continuing warning to others.

Sadly Pilate is the kind of leader who leads from behind.  The crowd is in a furor and he doesn't really care all that much and so Jesus is handed back to the Jews so that they can crucify him.

Monday, February 25, 2013

I Don't Know What You Are Talking About

66 While Peter was below in the courtyard, one of the servant girls of the high priest came by. 67 When she saw Peter warming himself, she looked closely at him.
“You also were with that Nazarene, Jesus,” she said.
68 But he denied it. “I don’t know or understand what you’re talking about,” he said, and went out into the entryway.
69 When the servant girl saw him there, she said again to those standing around, “This fellow is one of them.” 70 Again he denied it.
After a little while, those standing near said to Peter, “Surely you are one of them, for you are a Galilean.”
71 He began to call down curses, and he swore to them, “I don’t know this man you’re talking about.”
72 Immediately the rooster crowed the second time. Then Peter remembered the word Jesus had spoken to him:“Before the rooster crows twice you will disown me three times.” And he broke down and wept.

As Jesus is agreeing with the High Priest about his messiahship, Peter has retained his physical distance.  He is approached by a slave girl of the high priest.  It is helpful to keep in mind that the ear was taken off of the last servant of the high priest in the story.  She eyes Peter up and down and then pronounces that she has seen him with Jesus the Nazarene.

An odd word in the accusation is the "also."  It seems unnecessary as there is no else around who has been identified as being with Jesus.  Is there some other encounter that has been left on the floor of the editor?  We do not know.

Peter acts as if she is form another planet.  He has no idea what she is talking about, he tells her.  The encounter completed he goes to the entryway, further distancing himself physically from Jesus.

The servant girls comes upon him again and tells those who are standing around that Peter is one of them (again, "them" seems a bit odd if slightly more understandable than the also).  A second time Peter denies.

And then the crowd says that he must be one of "them" because he is clearly from the backwater of Galilee (did his accent or clothing give him away?)  Peter denies, again, by calling God's judgment on them for lying.  In salty words, he tells them that he doesn't even know the man they are talking about, clearly avoiding invoking Jesus name.

It is a crescendo of denial.  Peter first denies that he understands what he is being asked.  Peter's second denial is that he is one of "them."  His third denial is that he does not even know Jesus.  Peter tries initially to redirect, then denies association with the group and finally with Jesus himself.

There is a clear mirror here between these incidents and Jesus' trial in the previous verses.  Jesus is innocent but the witnesses lie and he is convicted.  Peter is guilty and the witnesses tell the truth and he goes free.

In the larger context of Christian persecution that Mark's original readers were in, this scene would resonate with their experiences of fellow Christians who under persecution lied rather than faced execution.  They knew the fear that came with being identified as one of "them."

The rooster crows the second time (Mark does not record the first).  And in that moment, Peter has clarity that in seeking to save his life he has lost it and until he is ready to lose it he will not be able to save it.  His salty tears follow his salty curses and he realizes that he has brought heaven's judgement on himself.

Monday, February 18, 2013

The Arrest and Trial


43 Just as he was speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve, appeared. With him was a crowd armed with swords and clubs, sent from the chief priests, the teachers of the law, and the elders.
44 Now the betrayer had arranged a signal with them: “The one I kiss is the man; arrest him and lead him away under guard.” 45 Going at once to Jesus, Judas said, “Rabbi!” and kissed him. 46 The men seized Jesus and arrested him.47 Then one of those standing near drew his sword and struck the servant of the high priest, cutting off his ear.
48 “Am I leading a rebellion,” said Jesus, “that you have come out with swords and clubs to capture me? 49 Every day I was with you, teaching in the temple courts, and you did not arrest me. But the Scriptures must be fulfilled.” 50 Then everyone deserted him and fled.
51 A young man, wearing nothing but a linen garment, was following Jesus. When they seized him, 52 he fled naked, leaving his garment behind.
53 They took Jesus to the high priest, and all the chief priests, the elders and the teachers of the law came together.54 Peter followed him at a distance, right into the courtyard of the high priest. There he sat with the guards and warmed himself at the fire.
55 The chief priests and the whole Sanhedrin were looking for evidence against Jesus so that they could put him to death, but they did not find any. 56 Many testified falsely against him, but their statements did not agree.
57 Then some stood up and gave this false testimony against him: 58 “We heard him say, ‘I will destroy this temple made with human hands and in three days will build another, not made with hands.’” 59 Yet even then their testimony did not agree.
60 Then the high priest stood up before them and asked Jesus, “Are you not going to answer? What is this testimony that these men are bringing against you?” 61 But Jesus remained silent and gave no answer.
Again the high priest asked him, “Are you the Messiah, the Son of the Blessed One?”
62 “I am,” said Jesus. “And you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One and coming on the clouds of heaven.”
63 The high priest tore his clothes. “Why do we need any more witnesses?” he asked. 64 “You have heard the blasphemy. What do you think?”
They all condemned him as worthy of death. 65 Then some began to spit at him; they blindfolded him, struck him with their fists, and said, “Prophesy!” And the guards took him and beat him.

As Jesus predicted the arrival of his betrayer, amidst the sleepy betraying disciples, Judas appears with a torch wielding angry mob sent by the leaders of all the factions of Jewish power.  It seems a rather heavy handed approach for a person whose only violent act was turning over some tables in the temple court.  Why they feel swords and clubs are necessary for a simple apprehension is difficult to discern.  They have waited until Jesus was out of the temple to apprehend him due to their fear of what the people might do.

In a seemingly unnecessary gesture that stands in stark contrast to the violence inherent in the approach of the crowd, Judas chooses a kiss to be his marking of Jesus as the appropriate focus of their action.  The simple kiss will be transformed from an act of intimacy to a sign of betrayal.  Judas does not hesitate, walks straight to Jesus and kisses him.  The posse doesn't hesitate either and Jesus is quickly arrested.

Someone standing near, identified in other gospels, but here anonymous, sees the violence and responds with violence drawing a sword and cutting off the servant of the high priest's ear.  The details of the event make it important.  Leviticus says that if the high priest or his servants is disfigured that they are no longer qualified to be high priest.  Other gospel writers use this story for different purposes, but Mark does not have Jesus condemn the action nor heal the wound.  He does criticize the  crowd that has come for him for choosing to do so in the dark, but he goes with them to fulfill the scriptures.  Everyone deserts Jesus leaving him abandoned, betrayed and alone in the control of those who wish him ill.

Then we come to perhaps the strangest and most disjointed incident in Mark. A young man avoids apprehension by running away naked when the crowd attempts to capture him.  Who is he?  Why is the garment important?  The first kiss to be printed with a printing press is followed shortly by the first streaker, and no one knows why.  One intriguing suggestion, is that he is meant to remind the reader of Joseph fleeing from the false charges of Potiphar's wife.  Another school of thought is that this is the same young man who will appear at the tomb later to announce the resurrection.  Some even attempt to suggest that this is the author's signature of a sort, putting himself into the gospel.  2000 years of speculation have led to no definitive answer.

Yet another interwoven scene is introduced when Mark tells us that as Jesus is brought to stand before the Jewish powers that be, Peter follows at a discrete distance.  But when he arrives in the courtyard, he chooses to sit with the guards rather than to sit with Jesus.  We are reminded of Jesus prediction that all will fall away and in the dark of the courtyard, Peter is fulfilling it.

With Jesus in their custody, the Sanhedrin begins to try to build a case against him.  They are shown to be ineffective in this effort as they can not find agreeing testimony.  Finally they make a charge that Jesus has said that he will tear down the temple and rebuild another in three days not made by hands.  Mark never records Jesus saying this, although it does seem a combination of the little apocalypse and Jesus resurrection prediction.  It is a sort of false, but true accusation.  Those making the charges are right even though they don't understand why.

Mark makes it clear that either the leaders believe that Jesus has predicted and may be planning the destruction of the temple or believe that if he hasn't that this charge is the most heinous and incendiary one possible.  Why do they want to kill Jesus?  Jesus is the enemy because he threatens the building that is central to their economy and power.

Finally the voice of the high priest (who you'll remember has just been disqualified) gains the floor.  "Is this true?" he asks?  But Jesus remains silent.  It is only when he asks if Jesus is the Messiah that an answer comes. Jesus answer comes as no surprise since Mark has said in sentence one that Jesus is the Christ.  When Jesus says "I am" it is both an answer and a declaration of divinity as God's revealed name to the Hebrew people was "I am."  In Mark 1:1 Jesus is identified not only as the Messiah, but also as the son of God.  Here however, Jesus asserts his dual nature as "I am" but also son of Man who will descend from the clouds in glory.

This is enough for the high priest, they had been going for a charge of insurrection, but now they had an even greater offense blasphemy.  The Sanhedrin quickly condemns him to death, an ironic sentence as they are unable to carry it out with out Roman permission who would not have seen this charge (unlike insurrection) as a capital offense.  They will need to come up with something else to put him to death, but they are inflamed now and blood lust has seized them.

Jesus is spit upon.  He is blindfolded (an odd detail) and asked to identify who has hit him.  It is almost as if the anonymity provided by Jesus covered eyes gives them permission to act with violence.  The scene is disturbing on many levels.  The educated,elevated Sanhedrin reduced to the thuggery of hitting a blindfolded and bound man.  Even those who are "guards" of Jesus join in on the explosion of emotion.  


Tuesday, February 12, 2013

The Flesh Is Weak


27 “You will all fall away,” Jesus told them, “for it is written:
“‘I will strike the shepherd,
    and the sheep will be scattered.’
28 But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you into Galilee.”
29 Peter declared, “Even if all fall away, I will not.”
30 “Truly I tell you,” Jesus answered, “today—yes, tonight—before the rooster crows twice you yourself will disown me three times.”
31 But Peter insisted emphatically, “Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.” And all the others said the same.
32 They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” 33 He took Peter, James and John along with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled. 34 “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death,” he said to them. “Stay here and keep watch.”
35 Going a little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him. 36 “Abba,Father,” he said, “everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will.”
37 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Simon,” he said to Peter, “are you asleep? Couldn’t you keep watch for one hour? 38 Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
39 Once more he went away and prayed the same thing. 40 When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. They did not know what to say to him.
41 Returning the third time, he said to them, “Are you still sleeping and resting? Enough! The hour has come. Look, the Son of Man is delivered into the hands of sinners. 42 Rise! Let us go! Here comes my betrayer!”

After leaving the supper, Jesus tells the disciples that not just one of them will betray him but that all of them will.  He quotes a text from Zecheriah to make his point.  It is a prophecy of great sadness, but this does not end his speech.  Now Jesus says, after I have risen which is a promise, so at the same time there is fear the reality of hope is uncovered.  Jesus tells the disciples that he will precede them.

Of course, Peter can not leave well enough alone.  He assumes that it is possible (probable?) that every one else will not be up to the task, but he is different than they are, cut from a better cloth.

Jesus rather than praising his bravado instead tells Peter that despite his claim he will deny him three times before the rooster crows twice.  But Peter will not accept it and again affirms his loyalty even to death.  The other disciples not eager to be topped all now proclaim their loyalty.

And so they come to Gethsemane and Jesus asks the disciples to wait while he prays.  He takes Peter, James and John with him (Andrew is suddenly a no show) and he begins to be distressed.  Almost certainly, this unsettling is about the path he sees in front of him.  It could also be that he looks around at Peter, James and John and realizes that his disciples are in denial and unprepared to face what is on its way.

Jesus leaves the three remaining disciples in order to go and pray on his own. He reveals to them his sadness and tells them to keep watch.  He goes further and falls to the ground and prays.  He uses the familiar term "Abba" which is the equivalent to our "Daddy" as he addresses God.  He asks for the cup to be removed from him.  This is the third reference to the cup.  He has asked his inner circle of disciples if they are able to drink the cup that he will. He offers the cup of his blood.  And now he asks for the cup to be removed.  It is almost certainly a symbol of his sacrifice.  But the hymn they likely sang at the conclusion of the passover meal references the "cup of salvation".  Jesus knows the hard path of sacrifice/salvation and pleads that if there were another way it would be taken.  But in the end, Jesus chooses not the easier way but God's will.

It is a high point in devotion and obedience, immediately mirrored in the negative by Jesus' return to his disciples who have fallen asleep.  Jesus has offered his very life in God's service while the disciples are overcome by their own need for comfort.

Simon, Jesus says.  It is the first time since Jesus renamed him Peter that he calls him by his given name.  It is as if his failure has made him no longer the "rock" upon whom the church will be built.  He is merely Simon who struggles to keep his eyes open when the fate of the universe is being decided.

Two more times, Jesus will return and each time he finds the disciples sleeping.  They have proven to be inadequate companions in his hour of need.  And now Judas is approaching and betrayal is at hand.  When the hour of sacrifice comes, the crowds that surrounded him early in the gospel have long since disappeared.  When the hour of sacrifice comes, the disciples who have sworn their loyalty are asleep.  When the hour of sacrifice comes, Jesus is profoundly alone.